I am trying, unsucessfully, to figure out what it is that I want to do with my life.
I dont quite understand how it is that my life ended up the way it is now. Just 11 months earlier I was sure that I had everything figured out.
However, 11 months ago, I was still a high school student; still someone who believed that the best place to be, was at a university; that I could be in love forever with one person; and that I could keep the people who I love close.
it just occurred to me, how wrong I was to think that way.
Sometimes I get the feeling that trying to prepare for the future, or trying to predict an outcome will in the end, only bringing more heartache and disappointment.
I guess what I need to do is just take things as they come, and except all the good and bad, and continue to go in the direction the universe has decided I should go.
Maybe then, things will turn out better for me, and I will be happier with the outcome.....
