Numb.

I feel like I have been punched in the stomach.
Like that initial feeling of just being punched won't go away.

Its hard to breathe.
My emotions are numb.

I don't know if I want to cry.
scream,
run,
float away.

Its hard to decide.

I hate everything.
Nothing can make me happy anymore.

Why can't I just be the way I was before all this mess?