Right now I feel like my entire body is ready to just give up.
I am so stressed right now its unbelievable.
As I write this blog, I can feel the tears coming down my cheek, but I know that now is not the time to crash and burn.
I have so much work to do, and so much to think about.
I feel like my whole world is crumbling again. I don't know what to do.
I got accepted to UCLA, and I am just so confused right now. I have mixed feelings about it and I feel like I am being pulled in two directions and I don't know what to do.
I really can't explain how I am feeling to anyone because I know I will only receive bias explanations and answers and it will only make me more confused.
I just wish that I hadn't worked from 7am-6pm today, and I wish that those damn assignments were not due tomorrow, and that the stupid political science exam was on Thursday instead of tomorrow and that I didn't have to make major decisions for my future by Friday! Oh did I mention that the golf tournament I have been working on for months also just happens to be this Friday? Yeah, my life feels pretty shitty right now.
All this shit wont disappear.
Its times like these that I feel as though maybe a fresh start in life isn't such a bad idea.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Joy ride
Last Saturday I went to Little Tokyo in Los Angeles with my two best friends.
It was funny, because we had made the trip to L.A. specifically to visit UCLA.
Yeah...we never made it there.
I wanted to visit UCLA because I am not sure if I really want to settle for UCSD. When I walk around UCSD it makes me feel like I am in prison or something. UCSD is so gray, and ugly. Barely any color. I am not sure if I am going to be able to function there.
So...as I wait for my letter of acceptance (or denial) from UCLA, I figured it would be a good idea to visit the campus. Plus, it would be fun to tour L.A.
We had planned the entire day, we would go to Little Tokyo, China Town, THEN to UCLA and make it back in time for dinner. =)
Well, we arrived at Little Tokyo at 10AM...and...we got hooked! Little Tokyo was so much fun that it was really hard to leave. Plus, we had paid $6.50 for parking the entire day...so we being so cheap decided to just head home after Little Tokyo.
But! on the bright side, this means we will be making another trip up north to visit China Town, and UCLA.
I am looking forward to it ^_^
It was funny, because we had made the trip to L.A. specifically to visit UCLA.
Yeah...we never made it there.
I wanted to visit UCLA because I am not sure if I really want to settle for UCSD. When I walk around UCSD it makes me feel like I am in prison or something. UCSD is so gray, and ugly. Barely any color. I am not sure if I am going to be able to function there.
So...as I wait for my letter of acceptance (or denial) from UCLA, I figured it would be a good idea to visit the campus. Plus, it would be fun to tour L.A.
We had planned the entire day, we would go to Little Tokyo, China Town, THEN to UCLA and make it back in time for dinner. =)
Well, we arrived at Little Tokyo at 10AM...and...we got hooked! Little Tokyo was so much fun that it was really hard to leave. Plus, we had paid $6.50 for parking the entire day...so we being so cheap decided to just head home after Little Tokyo.
But! on the bright side, this means we will be making another trip up north to visit China Town, and UCLA.
I am looking forward to it ^_^
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