Crash and burn

Right now I feel like my entire body is ready to just give up.

I am so stressed right now its unbelievable.
As I write this blog, I can feel the tears coming down my cheek, but I know that now is not the time to crash and burn.

I have so much work to do, and so much to think about.

I feel like my whole world is crumbling again. I don't know what to do.
I got accepted to UCLA, and I am just so confused right now. I have mixed feelings about it and I feel like I am being pulled in two directions and I don't know what to do.

I really can't explain how I am feeling to anyone because I know I will only receive bias explanations and answers and it will only make me more confused.

I just wish that I hadn't worked from 7am-6pm today, and I wish that those damn assignments were not due tomorrow, and that the stupid political science exam was on Thursday instead of tomorrow and that I didn't have to make major decisions for my future by Friday! Oh did I mention that the golf tournament I have been working on for months also just happens to be this Friday? Yeah, my life feels pretty shitty right now.

All this shit wont disappear.

Its times like these that I feel as though maybe a fresh start in life isn't such a bad idea.